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12月8日

Lost in a minute

As usual, listening to music, heading home by bus, sleeping in the seat, dreaming about the happy times...then wake up in a sudden, in that second, I didnt know where I were, and where I was going.. I was completely lost in that moment...
I dont know what happened, but i was freaking myself out...
Now back home safely, just still was afraid of the feeling of lost...
11月16日

NYC-- MUCH LOVE --GOING ON

NOV. 8th
Nunu went shopping with Mum, so all on my own.
Central Park --> Never had enough time to discover the wonders in this park --> Cross from East Upper Town to West
Gallery Opening Night --> Nice cheese & finger food & Wine --> Japanese Supermarket --> Recalling Nunu's Japanese moment
BAR --> Meet Buddies --> Long Island Ice Tea --> Pool Game --> Taxi Home

NOV.9th
Nunu Work @ home
Chinatown by BUS --> Impressed by BUS service --> Wrong Spot --> Warm guide--> Get to the terminal --> like Chenghuang Temple
Brooklyn Bridge --> Filming as CLOVER FIELD --> Walk through Bridge --> Back by Subway
Dinner @ home--> Nice conversation with Parents --> Movie@home Failed, Bigbang instead

NOV 10th
Nunu had appointment with school
Bus to High School -->Lexington Ave.--> Subway --> 10th Street --> Jack's Cafe --> NY University --> Jack's Grill ... Crepe Lunch --> Pier 92, almost there but gave up --> Taxi home by Self
Central Park Walk Through --> Columbus Square --> Shopping --> Old lady's complaint about the models in shop --> Gym -->
Japanese Resto OKAI Super Huge Rib and DON --> Home

NOV 11th
Chinese Food --> Gift shopping --> Time Square --> Walk through tried to find a movie but finally decided to go to another spot
Coffee+Banana Boat Icecream --> Movie --> fell asleep in the middle --> Back home --> GYM
BBQ Grill Burger Night

NOV.12th
Saigon Grill Lunch --> Nice dish --> Chelsea Galleries Visiting --> Walking in Streets
Lee's Shopping for Dad --> Mc Donald Trial --> HOMELESS People like me.....AHHHH
Buddies Night in Bar --> 1 beer +2 long island = super drunk + super happy --> Sidewalk Food

NOV.13th & 14th
Nunu was leaving by the mid-night, feeling sad in the air.
Mexican Food --> Port Authority to buy Tickets --> Back Home Supermarket --> Staying --> Gym --> Dinner at home --> Port Authority to see off...waiting with Nunu in the lines --> Wish the bus would never come....
Kiss goodbye --> Expecting for the next gathering moment, hope soon...
Back home, flight was on 9:15am...Super shuttle coming to pick up at 4:45...
Didnt sleep for the whole night, can's stop thinking of him....Review the album -->Recall the trip --> OMG, I love so much this city with him!!! How can I imagine going back the other city without him!!!

BACK SHANGHAI
Sad, things made me feel better was warm weather...and friends surrounding...
BUT,
I MISS NUNU, MISS NYC, MISS EVERYTHING SINGLE MOMENT THERE!
However,
Lucky to have this trip, lucky to see the other side of the world, lucky to have my entire happiness even just for couple of days..

LOVE IS GOING ON, STORIES WOULD NEVER STOP, NEITHER THE TRIPS

NYC---LOVE story

NOV.5th Arrival
JFK --> Shuttle Bus --a Chinese Driver--> Penn Station --> Awaiting for Happiness
Nunu arrived --> Taxi --> HOME
 
NOV.6th
Starting with nice breakfast, my NYC adventure was on the way to go!
Subway --> MoMA --> Korea Area --> Korean food --> Macy's etc.
Nice Dinner Home --> Walking to Columbus Square --> 5th Ave. Apple Shop --> Walk Back
 
NOV.7th
Nice Pan Cakes, a Perfect morning with my Mr. Perfect.
Lunch at **** Grill (Name forgot) --> Central Park --> MAT --> Coffee at Starbucks NY --> Visit Japan Area
ROMANTIC dinner in Spanish Resto (L)
Balcony BUDDIES Gathering --> First Weeds --> Subway Sidewalk Food/ Walking
 
 
 
10月3日

detached

my floating soul, get down to earth...back to my reality...
dear, keep staying around, dont make me feel insecure...
9月24日

今天,很不开心,没有原因

该读的书还没有读完,
该画的画还没有开始画,
该做的事还没有半点头绪,
该见的人还没有出现半个脸,
该说的话还没有来得及到嘴边,
该休的假还没有拿到出行许可证,
该睡的觉还没有验证到催眠药药效...
 
今天,就是不开心,没有原因,也不想找理由。
 
 
 
 
9月23日

Milk scandal

How shocked to see what is happening here. People is poisoning kids only for money!

虎毒不食子,how people could be so greedy even could sacrifice our future. that's unbelieveable!

Wish all the best to those kids suffering from the sick milk. hope those company CEO would have conscience to heal all of them.

People, think what u have done! think what u really get? or maybe, u cant think anymore, cuz money ruins ur brain.

you have nothing but money.

液态奶检出三聚氰胺的批次表

  公司 序号 生产企业 产品名称 规格型号 商标 生产日期/批次 三聚氰胺(mg/kg)

  蒙牛 1 蒙牛(武汉)友芝友乳业有限公司 核桃牛奶 200ml/袋 友芝友 20080910 0.765

    蒙牛 2 内蒙古蒙牛乳业(集团)股份有限公司 蒙牛高钙低脂牛奶 250ml/盒 蒙牛 2008.08.07 0.8

  蒙牛 3 内蒙古蒙牛乳业(集团)股份有限公司 全脂灭菌纯牛乳 250ml/盒 蒙牛 2008.09.01 1.0

  蒙牛 4 内蒙古蒙牛乳业(集团)股份有限公司 高钙低脂牛奶 250ml/盒 蒙牛 2008.08.01 1.5

  蒙牛 5 内蒙古蒙牛乳业(集团)股份有限公司 早餐奶(麦香味) 250ml/包 蒙牛 20080814 1.9

  蒙牛 6 内蒙古蒙牛乳业(集团)股份有限公司 蒙牛早餐奶 250ml/盒 蒙牛 2008.07.26/x 2.57

  蒙牛 7 内蒙古蒙牛乳业(集团)股份有限公司 妙点 250ml/盒 蒙牛 20080728/W206 3.17

  蒙牛 8 蒙牛乳业(北京)有限责任公司 木糖醇酸牛奶 2kg/瓶 蒙牛 20080806 3.52

  蒙牛 9 内蒙古蒙牛乳业(集团)股份有限公司 高钙低脂牛奶 243ml(250g)/袋  蒙牛 20080908/C206/GAfb 4.2

  蒙牛 10 蒙牛乳业(马鞍山)有限公司 蒙牛大粒果实酸牛奶 160克/盒 蒙牛 M20080903 6.8(A样)

  蒙牛 11 蒙牛乳业(马鞍山)有限公司 蒙牛大粒果实酸牛奶 160克/盒 蒙牛 M20080903 7(B样)

  公布全国液态奶检出三聚氰胺名单

  伊利 1 济南伊利乳业有限责任公司 伊利芒果+黄桃酸牛奶 125g/盒 伊利 2008.09.07 0.69

  伊利 2 内蒙古伊利实业集团股份有限公司 酸牛奶(木瓜+甜橙) 125g/瓶 伊利 20080903 1.02

  伊利 3 内蒙古伊利实业集团股份有限公司 纯牛奶 220ml/袋 伊利 2008.09.13 2.2

  伊利 4 内蒙古伊利实业集团股份有限公司 脱脂奶 250ml/盒 伊利 20080820 2.9

  伊利 5 内蒙古伊利实业集团股份有限公司 纯牛奶 220ml/袋 伊利 20080905MIAC6 5.5

  伊利 6 内蒙古伊利实业集团股份有限公司 纯牛奶 242ml/袋 伊利 20080906/LIA09 8

  伊利 7 内蒙古伊利实业集团股份有限公司 高钙低脂奶 250ml/盒 伊利 20080819 8.4

  公布全国液态奶检出三聚氰胺名单

  光明 1 北京光明健能乳业有限公司 光明酸牛奶(原味) 180g/袋 光明 2008.09.12 0.6

  光明 2 武汉光明乳品有限公司 原味酸牛奶 180g/盒 光明 2008-09-13 3.41

  光明 3 北京光明健能乳业有限公司 原味酸牛奶 100克/杯 光明 20080910A 3.5

  光明 4 北京光明健能乳业有限公司 大颗果粒草莓酸奶 450克/盒 光明 20080902BC 4.8

  光明 5 光明乳业有限责任公司 益生菌·优乳酪(原味) 190g/罐 光明 B20080908C 5.65

  光明 6 北京光明健能乳业有限公司 优酪乳·酸牛奶(原味) 580克/瓶 光明 B20080909A 8.6

 

9月22日

[ti:viva la vida]

[ti:viva la vida]

[al:viva la vida or death and all his friends]


coldplay - viva la vida

[verse 1]
i used to rule the world
seas would rise when i gave the word
now in the morning i sleep alone
sweep the streets i used to own

i used to roll the dice
feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
listened as the crowd would sing:
"now the old king is dead!
long live the king!"
one minute i held the key
next the walls were closed on me
and i discovered that my castles stand
upon pillars of salt, pillars of sand

i hear jerusalem bells a-ringing
roman cavalry choirs are singing
be my mirror my sword and shield
missionaries in a foreign field
for some reason i can't explain
once you'd gone there was never,
never an honest word
that was when i ruled the world

[verse 2]
it was the wicked and wild wind
blew down the doors to let me in
shattered windows and the sound of drums
people couldn't believe what i'd become
revolutionaries wait
for my head on a silver plate
just a puppet on a lonely string
oh who would ever wanna be king?
[chorus 2]
i hear jerusalem bells a-ringing
roman cavalry choirs are singing
be my mirror my sword and shield
missionaries in a foreign field
for some reason i can't explain
i know saint peter won't call my name
never an honest word
but that was when i ruled the world

(ohhhhh ohhh ohhh)
[chorus 3]
hear jerusalem bells a-ringing
roman cavalry choirs are singing
be my mirror my sword and shield
my missionaries in a foreign field
for some reason i can't explain
i know saint peter won't call my name
never an honest word
but that was when i ruled the world


end
9月16日

LABEL IT: CHINESE YOUNG SINGLE GIRL IS NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO GO TO CANADA

SO PISSED
SECOND TIME!
BEING REFUSED AS NONSENSE REASON
CANADA CONSUL, LISTEN UP,
IF U REALLY HAVE AN ISSUE WITH CHINESE GIRLS, SAY IT OUT!
JUST PUT A NOTICE ON YOUR WINDOW: NO CHINESE YOUNG SINGLE GIRL!
JUST DO NOT MOB OUR APPLICATION FEE LIKE THIS! IT'S A TRAP!
PLUS, OUR CHINESE GIRLS ARE NOT WHORE, WE ARE NOT GONNA MARRY A GUY FOR STAYING IN ANOTHER FREEZING COUNTRY!
ANYWHERE I CAN SUE YOU BEAURAU, I WILL
 
HERE BELOW ALL THEIR SHITY EMAIL REPLIES

-----Original Message to SHNGI (IMMIGRATION)/Message d'origine  SHNGI
(IMMIGRATION) -----

This will acknowledge receipt of your email to the Shanghai visa office.
For more information please visit http://www.cic.gc.ca or
http://www.shanghai.gc.ca
Disclaimer: By supplying your email address, you are initiating an email
communication with CIC and thereby authorizing CIC to use your email
address for communication with you including the transmission of personal
information on your file/case.
                 +++++++
 Ce message accuse rception de votre courrier lectronique au bureau des
visas de Shanghai.
Pour plus d'information, veuillez consulter http://www.cic.gc.ca  ou
http://www.shanghai.gc.ca
Dsistement : En fournissant votre adresse lectronique, vous tablissez
une communication par voie lectronique avec CIC et, par consquent, CIC
est autorit  utiliser l'adresse lectronique fournie  cette fin, y
compris pour la transmission de renseignements personnels au sujet de
votre dossier/cas.

Thank you for your message, which will be forwarded to the appropriate
division at Headquarters or Missions abroad.  Disclaimer:
http://www.international.gc.ca/disclaimer.htm

=========================

Nous avons reçu votre message, qui sera transmis à la direction appropriée
à l'Administration centrale ou dans les missions à l'étranger.
Dégagement de responsabilité: http://www.international.gc.ca/dispense.htm

Dear Sir/Madam,

 

Thank you for your below mail.

 

If you can’t provid some documents  you could write a English letter to explain the reason.

 

 

Best Regards,

Canada VAC Officer

 For further information, please visit www.vfs-canada.com.cn .

Please refer to www.vfs-canada.com.cn or www.shanghai.gc.ca for complete application information.  Should you believe your circumstances are unusual, please provide an explanatory letter with your application.
 
Regards
Visa Section
Dear Mr.
>
> Thank you for your e-mail of August 28 addressed to Ambassador Wright.
>
> We have conveyed your message to our Immigration Section for action,
> as deemed appropriate.
>
> Thank you.
>
> Sincerely,
>
> Suzie Loughlin
> Administrative Assistant to the Ambassador/
> Adjointe administrative de l'ambassadeur
> Embassy of Canada/Ambassade du Canada
> BEIJING
 
Dear Ms. Xia,
 
Thank you for your message.
 
If you wish to re-apply, please send your application to Shanghai.
Thank you.
 
Sincerely,
 
 
Suzie Loughlin
Administrative Assistant to the Ambassador/
Adjointe administrative de l'ambassadeur
Embassy of Canada/Ambassade du Canada
BEIJING
 

-----Original Message to SHNGI (IMMIGRATION)/Message d'origine à SHNGI
(IMMIGRATION) -----

This will acknowledge receipt of your email to the Shanghai visa office.
For more information please visit http://www.cic.gc.ca or
http://www.shanghai.gc.ca
Disclaimer: By supplying your email address, you are initiating an email
communication with CIC and thereby authorizing CIC to use your email
address for communication with you including the transmission of personal
information on your file/case.
                 +++++++
 Ce message accuse réception de votre courrier électronique au bureau des
visas de Shanghai.
Pour plus d'information, veuillez consulter http://www.cic.gc.ca  ou
http://www.shanghai.gc.ca
Désistement : En fournissant votre adresse électronique, vous établissez
une communication par voie électronique avec CIC et, par conséquent, CIC
est autorité à utiliser l'adresse électronique fournie à cette fin, y
compris pour la transmission de renseignements personnels au sujet de
votre dossier/cas.

Please be advised that processing time is five working days.  Should your application be finalized before the due date, you will be contacted for pick up.
 
Regards
Visa Section
Dear Ms Xia,

Your e-mail has been forward to us by Ms Susan Gregson, the Consul
General of Canada in Shanghai, for response.

As we previously indicated to you in our e-mail of August 28, 2008, a
visa decision cannot normally be changed once it is
taken. This office is unable to provide information or details regarding
the reasons for a refusal other than the information contained in the
refusal letter.

If there is new information not previously considered or if you believe
circumstances have changed since the decision was made you can file a
new application and pay the processing fee. A different officer will
review this new application. However, if there is no change in the
applicant's situation, then it is unlikely that the application will
result in the issuance of a visa.

You should also be aware that although an invitor may provide
documentation in support of an application of a friend, relative, or
business contact, the decision of the visa officer is ultimately based
on the applicant's circumstances, and not on any personal or financial
guarantees that an invitor or others may be prepared to offer on that
person's behalf.

You may also wish to refer to
http://www.cic.gc.ca/english/resources/publications/temp-resident-visa.a
sp
which is an on-line pamphlet entitled "What to do if an application
is refused".

Should you believe that your circumstances are unusual, you should feel
free to provide an explanatory letter with your application.

Please do not send repeat correspondence, as we will not be able to
respond.

Regards
meeting inquiry reply:
 
For complete application information, please refer to www.vfs-canada.com.cn or www.shanghai.gc.ca
 
 
Regards
Visa Section

 

Dear Sir/Madam,
Thank you for your message.
Please note that it is the Consulate policy that we do not meet with applicants whose visas have been refused. Please read the accompanying explanation sheet with the refusal which you would have received and apply again in the future.
 
Regards,
 
Lee TING
Assistant to Consul General/Assistante de la Consule Générale
Canadian Consulate General/Consulat Général du Canada
Suite 604 West Tower, Shanghai Centre
1376 Nanjing Xi Lu, Shanghai 200040

 

9月5日

Cinque Terre

FAIRY TALE
找到我养老的地方了!!

The Cinque Terre (pronounced CHEEN-kweh TEHR-reh) is a rugged portion of coast of the Riviera to the west of the city of La Spezia in the Liguria region of Italy comprising five villages, "The Five Lands": Monterosso al Mare, Vernazza, Corniglia, Manarola, and Riomaggiore.

The coastline, the five villages, and the surrounding hillsides are all encapsulated in the Cinque Terre national park. The Cinque Terre is a UNESCO World Heritage Site.

The Cinque Terre, due to the geographical and anthropomorphic features of the territory in which they are found, represent one of the main tourist attractions of the Riviera of La Spezia and in general of the Liguria region. The orographic context is a naturally rugged, hilly territory, attenuated by the presence of terraces for crops, which degrade towards the seafront in steep slopes.

Man's action over the centuries has modelled the territory without altering its delicate ecological balance by terracing the slopes, an agricultural technique intended to exploit as much as possible the heavily sloping soils which degrade towards the sea, thereby making it one of the most characteristic landscapes of Liguria.

In 1998 the Italian Ministry for the Environment set up the Protected natural marine area Cinque Terre[1] for the environmental protection and the valorisation of the biological resources, for the divulgation and promotion of a socio-economical development compatible with the naturalistic-landscape relevance of the area.

In 1999 the Parco Nazionale delle Cinque Terre[2] was set up for the conservation of the ecological balance, the protection of the landscape, the safeguard of the anthropological values of the location.

The Cinque Terre belong to the Comunità Montana della Riviera Spezzina[3].

Transportation and tourism

A local train line from La Spezia to Genoa connects the five villages and runs in what is mainly a tunnel for the full distance between Riomaggiore and Monterosso, emerging from the rock infrequently for quick glimpses of the Mediterranean sea.

A passenger ferry runs between the five villages, but it does not stop at Corniglia because it does not have a natural harbor or marina. The boat leaves from Genoa's Old Harbour and La Spezia, Lerici or Portovenere.

A walking trail connects the five villages. The path from Riomaggiore to Manarola is called the Via Dell'Amore (roughly, "Lovers Walk") and varies in difficulty from an easy stroll to a rough and physically challenging hike. The stretch from Manarola to Corniglia is also easy to hike, although the main trail into Corniglia finishes with a climb of 368 stairs. The trail from Corniglia to Vernazza is steep at certain places. The trail from Vernazza to Monterosso is by far the steepest. It winds through olive orchards and vineyards and is rough in places, but offers the best view of the bay and the spectacular approaches to both Monterosso and Vernazza. There are nominal fees to use the more popular walking trails, but the less frequently traveled (and most arduous) are free of charge. All of the trails are tight, and when in the high season, passing sojourners must be collaborative when intersecting. After small rains, the trails clear and the hikes are more easily accessible. The Park has trails that can take hikers high aloft into the high hills of the park, but as mentioned earlier a certain difficulty must be anticipated. Although more challenging and strenuous, these offer different sights then the main Trail.

All the villages have small hotels or inns and there are many bed and breakfasts throughout the area that offer excellent service and frequently beautiful views of the Mediterranean and the surrounding hills. There is a youth hostel located at the top of the town of Manarola (Hostel Cinque Terre). Also, many small apartment owners in some of the villages have banded together and, in many cases, offer use of their apartments through small, locally-owned hospitality businesses. Because of this arrangement, quality of the accommodations varies greatly; and while many good beds are available, there are often complaints of grungy and overcrowded apartments being rented to visitors. Regardless, this hostel-style shared accommodation is readily available in tourist season, and beds can be found for € 20-30 per night.

 Food and wine

 

Given its location on the Mediterranean, seafood is plentiful in the local cuisine. Anchovies of Monterosso are a local specialty designated with a Protected Designation of Origin status from the European Union. The mountainsides of the Cinque Terre are heavily terraced and are used to cultivate grapes and olives. This area, and the region of Liguria, as a whole, is known for pesto — a sauce made from basil leaves, garlic, salt, olive oil, pine nuts and pecorino cheese. Focaccia is a particularly common local baked product. Farinata is also a typical snack found in bakeries and pizzerias- essentially it is a savoury and crunchy pancake made from a base of chick-pea flour.

The grapes of the Cinque Terre are used to produce two locally made wines. The eponymous Cinque Terre and the Sciachetrà are both made using Bosco, Albarola, and Vermentino grapes. Both wines are produced by the Cooperative Agricoltura di Cinque Terre (“Cinque Terre Agricultural Cooperative”), located between Manarola and Volastra. Other DOC producers are Forlini-Capellini, Walter de Batté, Buranco, Arrigoni.

In addition to wines, other popular local drinks include grappa, a brandy made with the pomace left from winemaking, and limoncello, a sweet liqueur flavored with lemons.

 

8月15日

love it

preparing for the on-going adventure!!!

cant  wait for it!

plus, also looking forward to the dessert PA would bring back~~~ lalalaaaa

wish me good luck all along!!!

love it

7月16日

散步散出来的想法

难得的凉风习习,便沿华山路、乌鲁木齐路、衡山路一路走到了徐家汇。
Betty还是满心回家来的兴奋,同时还有着对周围环境的戒心。
一路上,我们就像是游走在介于中国和美国之间的时空内,无论起居、饮食,或是话题,
同胡同的幽深,同杨柳的寂寥,同车子的浮躁...交融在了上海湿湿的空气里...
也只有这个时候,这个城市才稍稍退烧,才听得到躁动的虫子,才有女孩子的谈心。
我们都是不属于这里的人,所以我们才挣扎过、挣扎中或是要挣扎。
我们这一路接受的教育,是让我们去做神,只有神才需要判别好坏,才需要不犯错。
然而在去做神的历程中经历的挫败让部分的我们懂得了,我们其实要学会的是做人。
我们要学会的是:开心的笑,伤心的哭,切齿得恨,无畏的爱...
最重要的,我们要知道,活着,就要自己快乐!
夏夜吹一脸温柔的风,听一席鼓励的话,幸福就慢慢开始升温。
有人说,真正幸福的人才能让别人一起快乐。
唯有不幸福的人才害怕分享。
6月28日

living

Living

Being watching Dr.House, cant stop thinking about life...how long could one's life last for? Life is short, as everyone says.
How far I'd been got? Or in another way, how long would it take me to get to the final? Could be soon...
What I am supposed to do here? Can I go back to my Mars? I miss being happy, being innocent, being bold...
Life shall be beautiful, as peaceful as the sky, as passionate as the sea...I miss being told I love you...
Am I always begging for life to treat me in a better way?
Am I always struggling for happiness?
Am I always being loved?
Am I always loving?
Am I always me?
6月14日

Back

There was one minute, my heart stopped. Everything started to be blury and I can hear nothing. for this instance, my memory was blocked, first time my mind was totally empty...i was wondering if that's cuz of i'm dying...
Actually, it's purifying my mind and my life. i am survived. i used to think it would be such a misery to live without love, but now i was convinced, human being can always be living in any situation. even with no feeling with no love with no truth...so a sensitive sincere being like me, shall not give up in any time. i decided to take my breath back then my heart started to beat again...
During these days, i thought a lot. about my life.no wanna waste time on the past years, but the future.
As ppl all say that they live for happiness. the definitions about happiness have great differences though. for me, my happiness used to be finding a person that i love. but now i realized it is so hard to realise it. So my focus turns to be traveling. I wanna experience the different life, culture, and adventure. i dont mind if i have to be alone for all my life, if there is no one deserves my love, then just leave me alone to enjoy my own happiness.
I had a nice conversation with boss today, she encouraged me to take this life trip. not for the moment but in the near future. I learnt that there were so much miserable things happen in life, but we shall never been destroyed. Cuz there always has the possiblities, only thing is to keep being urself. So I wont turn to be cold person, i will keep being a happy and warm hearted girl. may sometimes a bit sad, but there is hope for all the time. so i will try harder and harder, to make my life better and happier.
For all the people who brought, is bring or will bring me trouble, thanks for your help, it's you guys make me stronger and it's you guys get me the beautiful life. thank you!
6月11日

My blue fairy

BLUE FAIRY, PLEASE MAKE ME REAL...
I have been praying for years...
Now I am frozen in crowded city, there is no chance to wake me up, unless you are alien from the Mars
5月27日

春隣

歌手:熊木杏里
作詞:熊木杏里
作曲:熊木杏里

会えなくて またひとつ
さみしさからの風が吹いた
肩に手をのせるような
君のやさしさに似て

重なり合わないことが
あたりまえならば

もっとそばに歩みよっても
夢は終わらないでしょう

君とぼく ぼくと君
この地上で再び会えた

ずっと前 ずっと前
君とぼくは春隣
冬を渡り 咲いてゆく
いつか花となる

ちがう道をゆくけれど
同じ気持ちだから
ずっとそばに感じられると
君はいつか言ってたね

ぼくの右 君の左
ふたりに帰れる日がくる

離れても 離れても
君とぼくは春隣
それぞれのままにいて
ひとつ花になる

いつまでも いつまでも
君にはぼくが春隣
流れてゆく月日さえ
愛しいと思える

ずっと前 ずっと前
君とぼくは春隣
笑い泣いて共にゆく
いつか花となる

中空人

原来人是一个倒空的瓶子,没有瓶盖。
所以,人这一生就不停的在往自己的身体里面填东西,为了不被击倒,不被摔碎。
填什么呢?
跌倒了,爸爸让我自己站起来。妈妈说不许哭。
考上了,爸爸说最重要的是保持,妈妈说晚上添个菜。
工作了,爸爸说有发展前途吗?妈妈说工资怎么样?
我以为二十年的生活足以填满自己,然而慢慢的,流失的却越来越多,世故的人把这叫做在现实中的成长过程。
可是为何?为何伤痕累累、撕心裂肺的痛的时候,非要咧着嘴笑呢?真的在为受伤欣喜么?还是连哭的勇气和力气都没有了?为何早出晚归、悬梁刺股获得成功之后,想要的只是躲在角落里安安静静的没有声音?是耗尽了所有的精力?还是只是想远离疯狂的人群?为什么要问为什么呢?难道我们就为找答案而生活着的么?
到底我们在给自己填什么呢?
有人成夜成夜的用酒精去填;
有人不停的从身体里掏东西出来换成金钱来填;
有人把别人装进自己的瓶子里。。。
我不知道,曾想用善良、勇敢、智慧、爱等等所有我能想到的美好的事物去填,可是慢慢都在燥热的空气里化成了蒸气,最后仍是一个空空的瓶子。
聪明的,告诉我,是不是还要继续下去呢?
 
5月18日

突然之间

不停的在哭,眼睛总是肿的跟因疲惫而肿痛的肩膀一样。
开始看金三顺,看东爱,抽完一包包的纸巾,还是停不住眼泪。是不是要把二十年来积蓄的泪水流干,还是想以后再不要哭泣,所以要把以后的泪水一起算上,或许哭到再没有力气去以后下去......
不管多努力,总是不够,总是要去承受“莫须有”的责任......就像是在逼迫自己变成一台机器,任凭别人输入指令,而我只需24小时永不停歇的去满足要求......这,不是我,不应该是......
好累,真的好累,累到不想再醒过来......
3月11日

佛说

 1.人之所以会痛苦,在于追求错误的东西

2.与其说别人让你痛苦,不如说你自己的修养不够

3.如果你不给自己烦恼,别人永远不可能给你烦恼,因为你自己内心放不下

4.好好管教自己,不要管别人

5.不宽恕众生,不原谅众生,是苦了你自己

6.别说别人可怜,自己更可怜,自己修行又如何?自己又懂多少?

7.学佛是对自己的良心交待,不是做给别人看的

8.福报不够的人,就会常常听到是非,福报够 的人,从来就没有听到过是非

9.修行是点滴的工夫

10.在顺境中修行,永远不能成佛

11.你永远要感谢给你逆境的众生

12.你随时要认命,因为你是人

13.你永远要宽恕众生,无论他有多坏,或伤害过你,一定要放下,才能得到真正的快乐

14.这个世界本来就是痛苦的,没有例外的

15.当你快乐时,你要想这快乐不是永恒的,当你痛苦时你要想,这痛苦也不是永恒的

16.认识自己,降服自己,改变自己,才能改变别人

17.今日的执着,会造成明日的后悔

18.你可以拥有爱情,但是不要执着,因为分手是必然的

19.不要浪费生命在你一定会后悔的地方上

20.你什么时候放下,什么就会没有烦恼

二一、内心没有分别心,就是真正的苦行。

二二、学佛第一个观念,永远不去看众生的过错。你看众生的过错,你永远污染你自己,你根本不可能修行。

二三、你每天若看见众生的过失和是非,你就要赶快去忏悔,这就是修行。

二四、业障深重的人,一天到晚都在看别人的过失与缺点,真正修行的人,从不会去看别人的过失与缺点。

二五、每一种创伤,都是一种成熟。

二六、当你知道迷惑时,并不可怜,当你不知道迷惑时,才是最可怜的。

二七、狂妄的人有救,自卑的人没有救。

二八、你不要一直不满人家,你应该一直检讨自己才对。不满人家,是苦了你自己。

二九、一切恶法,本是虚妄的,你不要太自卑你自己。一切善法,也是虚妄的,你也不要太狂妄你自己。

三十、当你烦恼的时候,你就要告诉你自己,这一切都是假的,你烦恼什么?

三一、当你未学佛的时候,你看什么都不顺。当你学佛以后,你要看什么都很顺。

三二、你要包容那些意见跟你不同的人,这样子日子比较好过。你要是一直想改变他,那样子你会很痛苦。要学学怎样忍受他才是。你要学学怎样包容他才是。

三三、承认自己的伟大,就是认同自己的愚疑。

三四、修行就是修正自己错误的观念。

三五、医生难医命终之人,佛陀难渡无缘的众生。

三六、一个人如果不能从内心去原谅别人,那他就永远不会心安理得。

三七、心中装满着自己的看法与想法的人,永远听不见别人的心声。

三八、毁灭人只要一句话,培植一个人却要千句话,请你多口下留情。

三九、当你劝告别人时,若不顾及别人的自尊心,那么再好的言语都没有用的。

四十、不要在你的智慧中夹杂着傲慢。不要使你的谦虚心缺乏智慧。

四一、根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁?如果有一条疯狗咬你一口,难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗?

四二、忌妒别人,不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人,也不可能减少别人的成就。

四三、永远不要浪费你的一分一秒,去想任何你不喜欢的人。

四四、多少人要离开这个世间时,都会说出同一句话,这世界真是无奈与凄凉啊!

四五、恋爱不是慈善事业,不能随便施舍的。感情是没有公式,没有原则,没有道理可循的。可是人们至死都还在执著与追求。

四六、请你用慈悲心和温和的态度,把你的不满与委屈说出来,别人就容易接受。

四七、创造机会的人是勇者。等待机会的人是愚者。

四八、能说不能行,不是真智慧。

四九、多用心去倾听别人怎么说,不要急着表达你自己的看法。

五十、同样的瓶子,你为什么要装毒药呢?同样的心理,你为什么要充满着烦恼呢?

五一、得不到的东西,我们会一直以为他是美好的,那是因为你对他了解太少,没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天,你深入了解后,你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

五二、这个世间只有圆滑,没有圆满的。

五三、修行要有耐性,要能甘于淡泊,乐于寂寞。

五四、活着一天,就是有福气,就该珍惜。当我哭泣我没有鞋子穿的时候,我发现有人却没有脚。

五五、多一分心力去注意别人,就少一分心力反省自己,你懂吗?

五六、眼睛不要老是睁得那么大,我且问你,百年以后,那一样是你的。

五七、欲知世上刀兵劫,但听屠门夜半声。不要光埋怨自己多病,灾祸横生,多看看横死在你刀下的众生又有多少?

五八、憎恨别人对自己是一种很大的损失。

五九、每一个人都拥有生命,但并非每个人都懂得生命,乃至于珍惜生命。不了解生命的人,生命对他来说,是一种惩罚。

六十、自以为拥有财富的人,其实是被财富所拥有。

六一、情执是苦恼的原因,放下情执,你才能得到自在。

六二、随缘不是得过且过,因循苟且,而是尽人事听天命。

六三、不要太肯定自己的看法,这样子比较少后悔。

六十四、当你对自己诚实的时候,世界上没有人能够欺骗得了你。

六五、用伤害别人的手段来掩饰自己缺点的人,是可耻的。

六六、世间的人要对法律负责任。修行的人要对因果负责任。

六七、在你贫穷的时候,那你就用身体去布施,譬如说扫地、洒水、搬东西等,这也是一种布施。

六八、内心充满忌妒,心中不坦白,言语不正的人,不能算是一位五官端正的人。

六九、默默的关怀与祝福别人,那是一种无形的布施。

七十、多讲点笑话,以幽默的态度处事,这样子日子会好过一点。

七一、与人相处之道,在于无限的容忍。

七二、不要刻意去猜测他人的想法,如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断,通常都会有错误的。

七三、要了解一个人,只需要看他的出发点与目的地是否相同,就可以知道他是否真心的。

七四、人生的真理,只是藏在平淡无味之中。

七五、不洗澡的人,硬擦香水是不会香的。名声与尊贵,是来自于真才实学的。有德自然香。

七六、与其你去排斥它已成的事实,你不如去接受它,这个叫做认命。

七七、佛菩萨只保佑那些肯帮助自己的人。

七八、逆境是成长必经的过程,能勇于接受逆境的人,生命就会日渐的茁壮。

七九、你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

八十、能为别人设想的人,永远不寂寞。

八一、如果你能像看别人缺点一样,如此准确般的发现自己的缺点,那么你的生命将会不平凡。

八二、原谅别人,就是给自己心中留下空间,以便回旋。

八三、时间总会过去的,让时间流走你的烦恼吧!

八四、你硬要把单纯的事情看得很严重,那样子你会很痛苦。

八五、永远扭曲别人善意的人,无药可救。

八六、人不是坏的,只是习气罢了,每个人都有习气,只是深浅不同罢了。只要他有向道的心,能原谅的就原谅他,不要把他看做是坏人。

八七、说一句谎话,要编造十句谎话来弥补,何苦呢?

八八、其实爱美的人,只是与自己谈恋爱罢了。

八九、世界上没有一个永远不被毁谤的人,也没有一个永远被赞叹的人。当你话多的时候,别人要批评你,当你话少的时候,别人要批评你,当你沈默的时候,别人还是要批评你。在这个世界上,没有一个不被批评的。

九十、夸奖我们,赞叹我们的,这都不是名师。会讲我们,指示我们的,这才是善知识,有了他们我们才会进步。

九一、你目前所拥有的都将随着你的死亡而成为他人的,那为何不现在就布施给真正需要的人呢?

九二、为了赞美而去修行,有如被践踏的香花美草。

九三、白白的过一天,无所事事,就像犯了窃盗罪一样。

九四、能够把自己压得低低的,那才是真正的尊贵。

九五、广结众缘,就是不要去伤害任何一个人。

九六、沈默是毁谤最好的答覆。

九七、对人恭敬,就是在庄严你自己。

九八、拥有一颗无私的爱心,便拥有了一切。

九九、仇恨永远不能化解仇恨,只有慈悲才能化解仇恨,这是永恒的至理。

一00、你认命比抱怨还要好,对于不可改变的事实,你除了认命以外,没有更好的办法了。

一0一、不要因为众生的愚疑,而带来了自己的烦恼。不要因为众生的无知,而痛苦了你自己。

一0二、别人讲我们不好,不用生气、难过。说我们好也不用高兴,这不好中有好,好中有坏,就看你会不会用?

一0三、如果你自己明明对,别人硬说你不对,你也要向人忏悔,修行就是修这些。你什么事都能忍下来,才会进步。就是明明是你对,你也要向他人求忏悔,那就是修行了。

一0四、当你的错误显露时,可不要发脾气,别以为任性或吵闹,可以隐藏或克服你的缺点。

一0五、不要常常觉得自己很不幸,世界上比我们痛苦的人还要多。

一0六、愚痴的人,一直想要别人了解他。有智慧的人,却努力的了解自己。

一0七、别人永远对,我永远错,这样子比较没烦恼。

一0八、来是偶然的,走是必然的。所以你必须,随缘不变,不变随缘。

一0九、慈悲是你最好的武器。

一一0、只要面对现实,你才能超越现实。

一一一、良心是每一个人最公正的审判官,你骗得了别人,却永远骗不了你自己的良心。

一一二、不懂得自爱的人,是没有能力去爱别人的。

一一三、学佛就是在学做人而已。

一一四、正人行邪法,邪法亦正,邪人行正法,正法亦邪,一切唯心造。

一一五、有时候我们要冷静问问自已,我们在追求什么?我们活着为了什么?

一一六、不要因为小小的争执,远离了你至亲的好友,也不要因为小小的怨恨,忘记了别人的大恩。

一一七、勇于接受别人的批评,正好可以调整自己的缺点。

一一八、感谢上苍我所拥有的,感谢上苍我所没有的。

一一九、凡是能站在别人的角度为他人着想,这个就是慈悲。

一二0、学佛不是对死亡的一种寄托,而是当下就活得自在和超越。

一二一、佛陀从不勉强别人去做他不喜欢的事情,佛陀只是告诉众生,何者是善?何者是恶?善恶还是要自己去选择,生命还是要自己去掌握。

一二二、所谓的放下,就是去除你的分别心、是非心、得失心、执著心。

一二三、说话不要有攻击性,不要有杀伤力,不夸已能,不扬人恶,自然能化敌为友。

一二四、一个常常看别人缺点的人,自己本身就不够好,因为他没有时间检讨他自己。

一二五、是非天天有,不听自然无,是非天天有,不听还是有,是非天天有,看你怎么办?

一二六、真正的布施,就是把你的烦恼、忧虑、分别和执著心通通放下。

一二七、如果你真的爱他,那么你必须容忍他部份的缺点。

一二八、要克服对死亡的恐惧,你必须要接受世上所有的人,都会死去的观念。

一二九、所有的病患,医生最难治,所有的众生,自以为是的人最难渡。

一三0、一匹驴,吃再好的草,也不会成为一匹俊马。用执著和分别心去修行,再大的精进,也不会成佛。

一三一、了解永恒真理的人,就不会为任何的生离死别而哀伤悲泣,因为生离死别是必然的。

一三二、虽然你讨厌一个人,但却又能发觉他的优点好处,像这样子有修养的人,天下真是太少了。

一三三、若能一切随他去,便是世间自在人。

一三四、希望你常对自己说,闻到了佛法,我是最幸福的人,除了这幸福外,再没有别的了。

一三五、如果你能每天呐喊二十一遍「我用不着为这一点小事而烦恼」,你会发现,你心里有一种不可思议的力量,试试看,很管用的。

一三六、诚实的面对你内心的矛盾和污点,不要欺骗你自己。

一三七、因果不曾亏欠过我们什么,所以请不要抱怨。

一三八、我们确实有如是的优点,但也要隐藏几分,这个叫做涵养。

一三九、无事莫把闲话聊,是非往往闲话生。

一四0、大多数的人一辈子只做了三件事;自欺、欺人、被人欺。

一四一、太过于欣赏自己的人,不会去欣赏别人的优点。

一四二、活在别人的掌声中,是禁不起考验的人。

一四三、心是最大的骗子,别人能骗你一时,而它却会骗你一辈子。

一四四、坏孩子,父母总是比较操心。所以对于罪业愈深重的众生,我们更应该特别宽恕他怜愍他,而不应该远离他舍弃他。

一四五、只要自觉心安,东西南北都好。如有一人未度,切莫自己逃了。

一四六、用平常心来生活,用惭愧心来待人,心来处事,用菩提心契佛心。

一四七、当你手中抓住一件东西不放时,你只能拥有这件东西,如果你肯放手,你就有机会选择别的。人的心若死执自己的观念,不肯放下,那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

一四八、人家怕你,并不是一种福,人家欺你,并不是一种辱。

一四九、不是某人使我烦恼,而是我拿某人的言行来烦恼自己。

一五0、不要刻意去曲解别人的善意,你应当往好的地方想。

一五一、世上的事,不如己意者,那是当然的。

一五二、我的财富并不是因为我拥有很多,而是我要求的很少。

一五三、吃了就一定要拉,人一定要学会随缘放下,否则就会?便秘。

一五四、常以为别人在注意你,或希望别人注意你的人,会生活的比较烦恼。

一五五、我能为你煮东西,但我不能为你吃东西。各人吃饭是各人饱,各人生死是个人了。

一五六、看轻别人很容易,要摆平自己却很困难。

一五七、人类最大的错误,在于不敢承担圣人的心。

一五八、你只管活你自己的,不必去介意别人的扭曲与是非。

一五九、如果你准备结婚的话,告诉你一句非常重要的哲学名言「你一定要忍耐包容对方的缺点,世界上没有绝对幸福圆满的婚姻,幸福只是来自于无限的容忍与互相尊重。」

一六0、如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天,那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳,多少人在今天已经成了残废,多少人在今天已经失去了自由,多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

一六一、是非和得失,要到最后的结果,才能评定。

一六二、你不必和因果争吵,因果从来就不会误人。你也不必和命运争吵,命运它是最公平的审判官。

一六三、你有你的生命观,我有我的生命观,我不干涉你。只要我能,我就感化你。如果不能,那我就认命。

一六十四、你希望掌握永恒,那你必须控制现在。

一六五、恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中,不管他有多坏,有多恶。你愈骂他,你的心就被污染了,你要想,他就是你的善知识。

一六六、当你明天开始生活的时候,有人跟你争执,你就让他赢,这个赢跟输,都只是文字的观念罢了。当你让对方赢,你并没有损失什么。所谓的赢,他有赢到什么?得到什么?所谓的输,你又输到什么?失去什么?

一六七、我们大部份的生命都浪费在文字语言的捉摸上。

一六八、你不要常常觉得自己很委曲,你应该要想,他对我这样已经很好了,这就是修行的功夫。

一六九、别人可以违背因果,别人可以害我们,打我们,毁谤我们。可是我们不能因此而憎恨别人,为什么?我们一定要保有一颗完整的本性和一颗清净的心。

一七0、与任何人接触时,要常常问自己,我有什么对他有用?使他得益。如果我不能以个人的道德、学问和修持的力量,来使人受益,就等于欠了一份债。

一七一、出家是一生一世的事,修行是多生多劫的事。

一七二、信佛,学佛,不是为自己,乃是为一切苦海中的众生。

一七三、佛不渡无缘的人,不能渡的人,我们就把他当做菩萨来看。

一七四、如果一个人没有苦难的感受,就不容易对他人给予同情。你要学救苦救难的精神,就得先受苦受难。

一七五、一般人在遇到对方的权势大,财富大,气力大,在无可奈何的情形之下而忍,这算什么忍耐呢?真正的忍是,就算他欺负了你,对不住你,但他什么都不及你,你有足够的力量对付他,而你却能容忍他,认为他的本性和我一样,只是一时糊涂,或在恶劣的环境中受到熏染罢了,你不必与他计较,能在这样的情况及心境之下容忍那才是真正的忍耐。

一七六、如果我们放眼从累生历劫去看,那么一切的众生,谁不曾做过我的父母、兄弟姊妹、亲戚眷属?谁不曾做过我的仇敌冤家?如果说有恩,个个与我有恩;如果说有冤,个个与我有冤。这样子我们还有什么恩怨亲疏之别呢?再就智慧愚笨来说,人人有聪明的时候,也有愚痴的时候,聪明的人可能变愚痴,愚痴的人也可能变聪明。最坏的人,也曾做过许多好事,而且不会永远坏;好人也曾做过许多坏事,将来也不一定会好。如此我们反覆思索,所谓的冤亲、贤愚,这许多差别的概念,自然就会渐渐淡了。这绝对不是混沌,也不是不知好坏,而是要将我们无始以来的偏私差别之见,以一视同仁的平等观念罢了!

一七七、世界原本就不是属于你,因此你用不着抛弃,要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用,但非我所属。

一七八、宁可自己去原谅别人,莫让别人来原谅你。

一七九、当你用烦恼心来面对事物时,你会觉得一切都是业障,世界也会变得丑陋可恨。

一八0、欲为诸佛龙象,先做众生马牛。

一八一、虽然我们不能改变周遭的世界,我们就只好改变自己,用慈悲心和智慧心来面对这一切。

2月26日

fade away

there will be one day, no one no where could find me...cuz i will be disappear...maybe for one day or one week, or longer than enough...
trying my best not to be sentimental...
all the good things will fade away...